In the loop

Riding in the stars
Faster than the speed of light
right in front of me
all the worlds are in my sight
Lighting up a key
all I need to start my flight
through the cosmic sea
I'm a living satellite

My antigravity device
was meant to set me free
to let me live in paradise
Instead I've met the night
I never thought it had a price
Far away the starlight
They're setting up a sacrifice
Yours, mine, we need to fight!

It takes me to far lands
I've never seen before
Colliding dying stars
in the galactic shore
supermassive blackholes
a lazy noon in Mars
Yoda and Luke for sure
in fried Tatooine's sand

It takes me to the heavens
from all the living worlds
where dreams and expectations
are real, just say the word
and harmony fills the space
with chilling pleasant songs
You call it peace of soul
you know it, you are wrong

What about a ride in Hell?
just come on and see
Don't forget to say farewell
You better beg mercy
For all your darkest nightmares
are here to force you
To cry and say your prayers
Pain. This is your truth

Hell also passes by
Now you are in the start
you don't need to ask why
Again to distant stars
Enjoy your pretty heart
before it falls apart
So you don't wanna fly
You may now start to cry

I'm tied up in a loop
From which I can't escape
I'm crawling in the floor
to get a little more
to get another ride
so many times I've lied
I even learned to hate
Perhaps I want to stay

Stars and planets going round
Time and entropy
searching for their last reckon
all of them but me
I'm swimming in forbidden
poisonous dark waters
looking for the hidden
secrets of the universe
In an endless game
loop is getting worse

The door to the stars I guess
A gate hard to ignore
From all of them the mightiest
Well I'm not pretty sure
Perhaps I want to stay
And as my planet dies
I'm thinking, begging, dying
for just another ride